I will do a vipassana-meditation in Java this December, spend November at at a friends place in the Besakih-Temple-area in Bali and I still want to get rid of my freakin Multiple Sclerosis. Whatever it takes. More than ever. I will keep you updated.
I mentioned it quite some times already. I am pretty sure I already made big steps in changing my thinking and yes, I am proud on that. I try to think longer before answering, I try to reflect my actions and, maybe most important, I try to forgive and accept. For a stubborn Bule like… Continue reading I am still a Baby
While I am doing quite good process in my head and strength and flexibility in my upper body, a recent strong cold (as I call it) or “flu” (like local people call it) tied me to my bed the last two weeks and forced me to interrupt my “learning to walk again”-program. Today I picked… Continue reading MS – Teaching my legs
Take me as an example. From time to time I realize how sensitive I really am. I am definitely hyper-sensitive. I am sensitive on interactions with other people, I am sensitive on nutrition, I am mega-sensitive on any pharmaceutical product and on and on. Was it the even the reason for my MS? Or did… Continue reading Multiple Sclerosis Patients are all highly sensitive People
Well, I am not. After the second night with few/bad sleep, I was cruising through the beautiful 3rd world-jungle of the island of Sumba on the backseat of a local Ojek-driver (please note, its NOT a Go-jek-driver, it seems to be the precursor) and while I slowly started to realize that I am really knee-deep… Continue reading MS – I thought I was indestructible