I felt it earlier but only today I can see it clearly as a morning sun on the sky and realizing this almost makes me feel enlightened. Trying to walk 5 km every day is wrong Doing yoga for several hours a day is wrong, even meditating 5 hours every day might be wrong. Trying… Continue reading It doesn’t work pushing with full-force
Life is a circle and from time to time it starts closing. I don’t get why, but I´d give a lot to understand. This sounds esoteric, are you going insane? I don’t know what a psychiatrist would diagnose me, but I know my horizon has widened enormous in the 13 months that I am in… Continue reading The Circle
Maybe its just me and a decent form of paranoia, but I think Bali changes quite fast and not to a better. All the lies, all the business, all the broken promises and everything else that came along corrupted that once so beauty- and peaceful island. I blame money as the root of all evil… Continue reading Bali – the island of lies?
MS isn´t expainable. Nobody knows where its coming from, nobody knows where it may lead to, nobody knows how hard he or she will suffer from it. Maybe the biggest and most important enlightenment I learned in that year in Bali now, is that its affected hugely by ones mindset. So how do I change… Continue reading Again: I can see the way
I really like my actual place and I don’t want to complain. I also like my actual housekeeper and maybe it is just his Indonesian attitude to only tell me what he thinks I like to hear, but the sheer amount of lies and broken promises starts to take overhand. I don’t know how long… Continue reading Lies and broken promises?