Unfortunately I can`t say I´d be happy to see you again. I dont know what I can blame for it, I guess its still my lack of social interactions Gurujis daughter meant I might have “the soul of an eagle” in one of our whatsapp-conversations which is a beautiful thought, but I don´t think she´s… Continue reading Hello Insomnia my old Friend
Category: Mamut Menteng
Social Interactions
The few to none social interactions I am having in Bali are taking effect. Speaking to nobody in days is harder than it sounds, especially to a rather social person like I have been most of my life. I am still very low, but “Yes”, I am doing better than yesterday After rain is always coming sunshine, but nobody… Continue reading Social Interactions
It ain´t easy
Oh my god, its freakin hard to change ones thinking. There are many, many times when I think of choosing the easier way, giving up and booking the next plane back to Europe. Mostly its the loneliness that is killing me. Despite all the beautiful encounters. I am alone and it was only my decision… Continue reading It ain´t easy
Another Brick in the Wall
I have been very lucky to find such an experienced, patient and good yoga-teacher like Lisa. Even after my first session and doing a veeeery slow form of Yoga (I its called “Lyengar“) I felt great. Mentally as well as physically. It was held in a private space (to be more specific on the terrace… Continue reading Another Brick in the Wall
My Reconvalescence-Ideas
I am strong or at least I am pretending to be. The loneliness and my strong fears (I had to realize I subconciously have plenty of them) are my biggest enemies in Bali. They keep me from moving and, equally important nowadays, from swimming. Well, I made it actually to do swimming again. Still painful, but it feels great. But these are just the… Continue reading My Reconvalescence-Ideas