Meeting “the mysterious Man from Austria”

This morning I met “the man from Austria”. He is living in Sumba since over 20 years now and I would definitely say he is more Indonesian than Austrian now. Needless to say that he is fluent in speaking Bahasa and even his thinking seems much more Indonesian than European in any way. He has… Continue reading Meeting “the mysterious Man from Austria”

It doesn’t work pushing with full-force

I felt it earlier but only today I can see it clearly as a morning sun on the sky and realizing this almost makes me feel enlightened. Trying to walk 5 km every day is wrong Doing yoga for several hours a day is wrong, even meditating 5 hours every day might be wrong. Trying… Continue reading It doesn’t work pushing with full-force

Every Multiple Sclerosis is different

A thing I am pretty sure about is, that every MS is different to the other. Maybe not just “the big three” (PPMS, SPMS, RRMS) are existing, but dozens or even hundreds of forms exist. They seem to be as individual as the patient. Its one Reason why Scientists can´t help us Unfortunately I think… Continue reading Every Multiple Sclerosis is different

Me and the squat-toilet

Well, my first times on a squat-toilet here in Sumba were quite challenging. Saying anything else would be a lie, but after some weeks now I seem to have adjusted. Its still kind of new to me, but thinking of a western standard-toilet is starting to feel strange now. Something deep inside me even seems… Continue reading Me and the squat-toilet

Multiple Sclerosis Patients are all highly sensitive People

Take me as an example. From time to time I realize how sensitive I really am. I am definitely hyper-sensitive. I am sensitive on interactions with other people, I am sensitive on nutrition, I am mega-sensitive on any pharmaceutical product and on and on. Was it the even the reason for my MS? Or did… Continue reading Multiple Sclerosis Patients are all highly sensitive People